Ashok A Khedkar
I am confused, I am out of ideas, I am out of options, I don’t know what to do. I have hit the dead end. I am finished.
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· I have burnt every single boy/man thinking/talking about touching my son alive to death in Yagna in January 2023
· I have burnt every single girl/woman thinking/talking about touching my daughter alive to death in Yagna in January 2023
· I have starved every single boy/man thinking/talking about touching my son to death in Yagna in January 2023
· I have starved every single girl/woman thinking/talking about touching my daughter to death in Yagna in January 2023
· I have submerged continents with more than ZERO LGBTQAI+, Transgenders, Same Sex Marriage, Same Sex Relationship Creators, and Supporters In The Last 13.8 Billion years in Yagna in January 2023
· I know nothing will change even if I write infinite blogs until I die
· I know nothing will change even if I think for infinite lives
· I know no one will read my piece of shit 12,200 blogs on my business websites
· I know I am stupid, the most superstitious in the last 13.8 billion years.
· I know I am tired of writing, sitting, thinking, working, and publishing piece of shit blogs on my business website
· I know I am shit, a loser, a jackass, a jerk because I blame others for my problems
· I know I am useless, worthless
· DESTROY – DONE. ADHARMA.
· CREATE – DONE. DHARMA AND SATYA.
· PRESERVE – DONE. GOD AND GODDESS.
· I have burnt my very thought of depression, negativity, anxiety, fear, greed, lust, exploitation, filth and adharma in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me beg for eternal powers of destruction, creation and preservation more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me beg for ARMOR, EARRINGS, CONCH, MACE, LOTUS, AND DISC more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me beg for THE WHITE HORSE more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me listen piece of shit tantra, mantra, shloka more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me pray, worship more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me angry more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me feel helpless more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have burnt every single God and Goddess in the last 13.8 billion years for making me bow more than ZERO times in Yagna in January 2023.
· I am sick of every single God and Goddess.
· I don’t want to be any God let alone Kalki.
· I am not Kalki.
· Mother fucking piece of shit God and Goddess make me angry, make me beg for eternal powers – Ashta siddhis.
· I wish I died in my mother’s womb before I was born.
· I don’t know what to do.
· I have done everything that I know.
· I am confused, I am out of ideas, I am out of options, I don’t know what to do. I have hit the dead end. I am finished.
· I have burnt identity fraud, create fake legal documents, passports, bank accounts and access sensitive information such as medical details, artificial intelligence-powered deep fakes, addiction, digital literacy and online safety, activists, politicians, biometric data, Social media, facial recognition cameras, bullying, identity fraud, create fake legal documents, passports, bank accounts and access sensitive information such as medical details in Yagna in January 2023.
· I have turned females/girls wearing high heels to show their piece of shit ass and body on earth (living and dead) in the last 13.8 billion years into living organisms/bacteria with no face, no mouth, no body, no ass, no vagina, no penis, no face and no skin colour inside filthiest insect/animal ass, vagina, penis, semen, cum and shit for infinite lives in Yagna in January 2023. I know you will need proof, facts, and evidence.
· I have turned females/girls exposing ass, vagina, boobs, body, skin, legs, and thighs on earth (living and dead) in the last 13.8 billion years into living organisms/bacteria with no face, no mouth, no body, no ass, no vagina, no penis, no face and no skin colour inside filthiest insect/animal ass, vagina, penis, semen, cum and shit for infinite lives in Yagna in January 2023. I know you will need proof, facts, and evidence.
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जटा टवी गलज्जल प्रवाह पावितस्थले, गलेऽवलम्ब्य लम्बितां भुजङ्ग तुङ्ग मालिकाम् |
डमड्डमड्डमड्डमन्निनाद वड्डमर्वयं, चकार चण्डताण्डवं तनोतु नः शिवः शिवम् ||१||
जटा कटा हसंभ्रम भ्रमन्निलिम्प निर्झरी, विलो लवी चिवल्लरी विराजमान मूर्धनि |
धगद् धगद् धगज्ज्वलल् ललाट पट्ट पावके किशोर चन्द्र शेखरे रतिः प्रतिक्षणं मम ||२||
धरा धरेन्द्र नंदिनी विलास बन्धु बन्धुरस् फुरद् दिगन्त सन्तति प्रमोद मानमानसे |
कृपा कटाक्ष धोरणी निरुद्ध दुर्धरापदि क्वचिद् दिगम्बरे मनो विनोदमेतु वस्तुनि ||३||⁸
लता भुजङ्ग पिङ्गलस् फुरत्फणा मणिप्रभा कदम्ब कुङ्कुमद्रवप् रलिप्तदिग्व धूमुखे |
मदान्ध सिन्धुरस् फुरत् त्वगुत्तरीयमे दुरे मनो विनोद मद्भुतं बिभर्तु भूतभर्तरि ||४||
सहस्र लोचनप्रभृत्य शेष लेखशेखर प्रसून धूलिधोरणी विधूस राङ्घ्रि पीठभूः |
भुजङ्ग राजमालया निबद्ध जाटजूटक श्रियै चिराय जायतां चकोर बन्धुशेखरः ||५||
ललाट चत्वरज्वलद् धनञ्जयस्फुलिङ्गभा निपीत पञ्चसायकं नमन्निलिम्प नायकम् |
सुधा मयूखले खया विराजमानशेखरं महाकपालिसम्पदे शिरोज टालमस्तु नः ||६||
कराल भाल पट्टिका धगद् धगद् धगज्ज्वल द्धनञ्जयाहुती कृतप्रचण्ड पञ्चसायके |
धरा धरेन्द्र नन्दिनी कुचाग्र चित्रपत्रक प्रकल्प नैक शिल्पिनि त्रिलोचने रतिर्मम |||७||
नवीन मेघ मण्डली निरुद् धदुर् धरस्फुरत्- कुहू निशीथि नीतमः प्रबन्ध बद्ध कन्धरः |
निलिम्प निर्झरी धरस् तनोतु कृत्ति सिन्धुरः कला निधान बन्धुरः श्रियं जगद् धुरंधरः ||८||
प्रफुल्ल नीलपङ्कज प्रपञ्च कालिम प्रभा- वलम्बि कण्ठकन्दली रुचिप्रबद्ध कन्धरम् |
स्मरच्छिदं पुरच्छिदं भवच्छिदं मखच्छिदं गजच्छि दांध कच्छिदं तमंत कच्छिदं भजे ||९||
अखर्व सर्व मङ्गला कला कदंब मञ्जरी रस प्रवाह माधुरी विजृंभणा मधुव्रतम् |
स्मरान्तकं पुरान्तकं भवान्तकं मखान्तकं गजान्त कान्ध कान्त कं तमन्त कान्त कं भजे ||१०||
जयत् वदभ्र विभ्रम भ्रमद् भुजङ्ग मश्वस – द्विनिर्ग मत् क्रमस्फुरत् कराल भाल हव्यवाट् |
धिमिद्धिमिद्धिमिध्वनन्मृदङ्गतुङ्गमङ्गल ध्वनिक्रमप्रवर्तित प्रचण्डताण्डवः शिवः ||११||
स्पृषद्विचित्रतल्पयोर्भुजङ्गमौक्तिकस्रजोर्- – गरिष्ठरत्नलोष्ठयोः सुहृद्विपक्षपक्षयोः |
तृष्णारविन्दचक्षुषोः प्रजामहीमहेन्द्रयोः समप्रवृत्तिकः ( समं प्रवर्तयन्मनः) कदा सदाशिवं भजे ||१२||
कदा निलिम्पनिर्झरीनिकुञ्जकोटरे वसन् विमुक्तदुर्मतिः सदा शिरः स्थमञ्जलिं वहन् |
विमुक्तलोललोचनो ललामभाललग्नकः शिवेति मंत्रमुच्चरन् कदा सुखी भवाम्यहम् ||१३||
इदम् हि नित्यमेवमुक्तमुत्तमोत्तमं स्तवं पठन्स्मरन्ब्रुवन्नरो विशुद्धिमेतिसंततम् |
हरे गुरौ सुभक्तिमाशु याति नान्यथा गतिं विमोहनं हि देहिनां सुशङ्करस्य चिंतनम् ||१४||
पूजा वसान समये दशवक्त्र गीतं यः शंभु पूजन परं पठति प्रदोषे |
तस्य स्थिरां रथगजेन्द्र तुरङ्ग युक्तां लक्ष्मीं सदैव सुमुखिं प्रददाति शंभुः ||१५||