·       Every part of my body is hurting, my bones are hurting, my muscles are hurting, my mind is hurting, my neck, body, legs, thighs, feet, legs, forearms, wrist, fingers, biceps, shoulders and back is hurting. I am bone tired, I am exhausted, I am unable to move, I am unable to sit, I am unable to work, I am unable to stand, and walk. I am tired of myself, my nature, my obsession, my stupidity, my ignorance. I am sick of being alive, being on this earth. I am sick of being here I wish I died before I was born. I wish my mother never gave birth to me. I wish I never had to live my life. I wish I died right now in a fraction of a second.