·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me for putting you through infinite suffering, pain and abject poverty for more than 13 years.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me if I die trying and for putting you through infinite suffering, pain and abject poverty for more than 13 years.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me if I die without buying a home for you.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me for embarrassing and hurting you infinite times.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me for making you feel inferior infinite times.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me for keeping you in a home with nothing for more than 13 years.

·       To my beloved wife – please forgive me for my nature, stupidity, attitude and anger.

·       I have tried infinite times but failed

·       I didn’t choose this life, I didn’t ask for any of this, I didn’t want any of this, I am helpless